I once was a pastor

I once was a pastor. Working my way up the ladder of success. Starting with children, then to assistant and in the end, Senior. I can't say I ever thought about the statistics. How long a pastor stays with one flock. On average of about 4 years. For some reason I thought I was different. For some reason I thought that people would not grow tired of my message. I thought that people would welcome me every week with open arms and you know, for the most part they did but I didn't. I grew tired of the same, every week. I grew tired of the message. I grew tired of the ME every week. I never did make it to senior. THAT'S OK.

I am not tired of living every day for Him. Living a freedom that I thought of but just didn't seem to get the hang of before. You could probably say that it was my fault but THAT'S OK.